The Lost Girl
It was very cold. The headlights of cars looked like the glowing eyes of giant animals, moving in a single file line up and down the road. The night was dark and dank a bad stench of grease and garbage could be smelled and why not? I was standing out beside a restaurant. I was leaning against the rough brick wall and merely standing staring and thinking. Have you ever had a moment where you just simply stared off into space? You don't know why you were staring, but you simply were? That's what I was doing just staring, hypnotized at the flashing lights of the cars zooming by the restaurant. I was bundled up in a heavy hoodie jacket and jeans if there was a cloud in the sky, it would be giving snow I felt half frozen. I didn't even know what exactly I was doing out beside the restaurant.
I jumped at the sound. I spun to look over behind the restaurant to where the sound had come from and saw a fenced off area. Within the area was a giant b
MAKORRA: Take A Bow6Empty.
That's what his body felt like as he walked into his Chemistry class and swung his messenger bag under his assigned lab table.
Korra's not going to school today. Mom said that she had an upset stomach this morning.
The phrase that her guardian's youngest daughter told him this morning when he went by to walk her to school, like usual, kept replaying in his head like a broken record. He knew that the reason behind her absence was a lie. She wasn't there because she didn't want to deal with him chasing her down again. He was really tired from staying up most of the night calling her cell phone and thinking of how he could catch her and explain himself most of the night.
He rubbed his tired eyes with his thumb and index finger as he frustratingly groaned. What am I going to do now? He tiredly thought. He wanted the day to be over with already so that he can go home and sleep.
"Here you go Meelo." She said as she placed a bowl of cereal in front of the fi
I know you notice me staring
And you're staring back at me
But in disgust instead of admiration or adoration
I don't blame you though
I'm disgusted by myself as well
But i can't help but stare and imagine you walking up to me and starting a conversation
That maybe we could get to know each other
Talk frequently, and start to get fond of each other
Become more than friends
Then i wouldn't feel so alone
All the anxiety, negative thoughts, and fear would cease to exist
All these fantasies spawned from just one glimpse of you
And i don't even know anything about you
Not even your name
Why do i feed myself all these false hopes?
Because i yearn to have someone
Someone to love
Someone to give my heart to
Although i would give them the opportunity to destroy it
But reality hits
And i no longer see you there
All the thoughts fade
I feel alone
Alone because i realize no women could or would ever love me
I yearn for companionship
But i will never have it